Monday's Rain by Nicole Barth [12/26/11]


Raindrops coated your eyelashes
as you made your way to the navy van.
Lakota’s coffee and tribal chairs were waiting for you.

The light changed.
Three blocks away from your morning routine.

Two ends of the same string.
Hundreds of miles away, but I felt your tug 
as you slammed the van’s door shut.

Grey splatters on an otherwise blank canvas. Bitter cold.
A smirk. You'd had the same thought as me,
as we looked out of our bedroom windows.

Forced out of hibernation.

The shirt I never wore remains folded in my oversized suitcase.
Your detergent clings to its fibers.

My frozen fingers pressed the phone closer to me
as you mentioned your new wool scarf.
A Christmas present from your mother.
Laughing, I told you I had received one as well.

But I’d rather borrow yours.
The wool warm around my neck
as you would wrap your arms around me. 

Close to You by Nicole Barth [12/20/11]


My moon, my man is miles away and this song is out of key.

The raindrops type gibberish against my window.
So take it slow, take it easy on me.

There’s nothing to do but inhale
the musk of an unused room
and get lost in the fabrics of a forgotten closet.

But tonight,
 if I were on the streets,
I would follow you.

I’d pull you around a corner and down the cobblestones in Brescia.
The road barely wide enough for two.
Communicating through telepathy.

We’d be delicate and alone.
The puddles and crumbling houses as witnesses.
A sigh as you squeezed my hand.
Enough to tell you I felt the same way. 

Never Let Me Go by Nicole Barth [12/11/11]

The seaweed of my morning hair lay splayed out in your direction.
Buried under layers of wool and tattered cotton,
polished skin dreamt of your embrace.

Your muffled breathing kept the responsibility of the day at arm’s length.
The static from your arms coursed through me.
It was humming in my veins as I breathed you in.

I was born in a city of flashing lights and discord.
I screamed out love songs from the ends of my fingertips.

And you can call this what you want…
Your song is never ending.

Time cannot lessen the calm in your voice,
the confessions in your lips or the child hiding in your laughter.

I cannot be returned.
So I’ll keep listening to the pulse of this Sunday afternoon.

The heart is hard to translate.  
I’m going to lose my mind between the pages of a journal.
Every gesture recorded in a trail of fascination. 

All These Days by Nicole Barth [12/6/11]


The etchings on the golden floor have no effect on me.
Stale expressions follow you as I pass the stain glass windows.
I am the letter that will never be read.

Clenched jaw and ratty hair.
Hunched over a lopsided desk with only midnight musings for company.
My bleeding pen is the odometer for my silent lips. 

So tell me that you want to dance.
Give me the stare you saved for cold December nights.

 Tonight I am the penny too short at the register,  
the spelling error in your dissertation
and the sigh I won’t expel.

A snarl that plays in your chest.
The sound of your nails tapping against the marble countertop:
it ricochets off telephone lines.
You can’t hide the crease in your brow.

I’m not afraid of anything—even time.